Today, Jesus, as You are listening in your home above

Would you please go to my dad and give him all my love?

Life is full of challenges yeah and I expect that but some things are so just not expected. Some people really do enjoy making their life to be full of drama...and what's worse is that they want me to be involved in it!!!

I am a person who isn't afraid to show my feeling....when I’m sad....people will know that I’m sad and if I don’t like someone...I won’t be rude to that person but I’ll just simply refuse to be associated with them.....that’s just how I am.

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To EX-Frenchie-Crazie-Bozo: please leave me alone...I have not answered your emails...just leave me the F alone...I don't give a crap about your freaking life and work..leave me the F alone!

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To EX-F-i-Ls....I am no longer dating your son/your nephew/your bro in law...so yeah please leave me alone too...your constant-stupid nosey/ignorant messages are just plain aggravating!

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I simply have no patience left....HELP!

I'm just really tired
and my mind is in a jumble.....
I am off to sleep....
Ciao.........

NO WEEKEND for ME!

I will be working all weekend :(

Had to cancel some really kewl plans...but not this evening.... :)

I have been waiting for this evening "date".....but will resume to work after....all night long until these reports are DONE!!!!

Lord give me strength!

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www.cstringdirect.com

JUST when you thought lingerie could not get any skimpier than the G-string, out comes the CString. Think of it as a thong with no strings and with minimum coverage.

The promotional material on the online store, CString Direct, touts it as a good way to eliminate visible panty lines and says it can be worn under dresses and pants. It also claims women who use it as swimwear will have no tan lines. The garment's inventor, Mr David Bradshaw, is a Phoenix, Arizona insurance salesman in his mid-40s. The CString is a plastic frame with fabric sewn over it.......

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What else can I say??????????????

Rain-Rain-Rain-Rain-Rain

Work is sooooh busy...everything is due YDAY!!!

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That time of the year is approaching again....it's been 4 yrs since you left us. It gets easier as time passes, though it doesn't mean we miss him any less. Very often, I still find myself wondering.. how different life would be if he was still around. Very often, I'd recall the events of that night. The anxiety, the loss, the emptiness we all felt. I learned that its through adversity, that you see the best, and the worst, from people. And I'm glad to have so many people around me who truly care. I'm glad that I will always Jesus as my strength.....

I just wanted to write a bit here before calling him back.....I've been avoiding "him" bcz recently I don't have anything to tell him. Months has passed by, and yes, yes, it is true...that plenty has happened. I'm trying to find my own two feet, and get where I want to be sensibly, righteously and courageously. So I've been told to grow up (becz of my commitment-phobia) and take life more seriously. Honestly, there's more to me than meets the eye, and I don't need to answer to anyone but the Man upstairs. I have a high intolerance to control freaks, squares and overly dramatic people. I need to breathe. I respect people and I am sincere when I say I'm always gonna be around. How could I even survive without, I need you too.....but I know you won't understand it...I don't expect you to.....

Father in heaven, thank You for giving me a diligent spirit.
Thank You for Your faithfulness.
Give me strength to stand until I see Your promises fulfilled in my life.
In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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President Day = Off day = nicey brunch @ Whole Foods w/ M.....= Walkie in the Park....= Oil Change = Groceries Shopping....=Buy-a-Good-Book-to-Read...

SIGH...I also got my first violation ticket for "Failure to Stop @ a Red Light"...geez...all these redlight cameras are catching ppl here and there...

$75 bucks down the drain!!! I promie to be more careful next time!

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TOMORROW is WEAR-Your-Rodeo-Outfit @ workie...

For the second year in a row, Atlanta tops Forbes.com's survey of America's most wired cities in the U.S......

And Houston didn't even get nominated....

Enfin la liberte................Je suis fiere de moi-meme......

Russian food w/ VY and DP both chickas I met at my work...one is Russian and the other is Ukrainians.....we decided to hang out doing our girly thingy....at the one and only Russian Rest. in HOU.....

Of course...the Vodka...

Followed by Pelmeni...YUMMY!

End with Russian Creme Custard.......

Enfine la liberte.......

Currently Listening: Barlow Girls
Never Alone

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no...
I needed you today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
Said you'd be there
And though I haven't seen you
Are you still there?

I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

And though I cannot see you
And I can't explain why
Such a deep reassurance
You've placed in my life.
We cannot separate
'Cause you're part of me.
And though you're invisible
I'll trust the unseen.
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Thank you Lord for the reassurance and the never-ending love....

HAPPY-WEEKEND!!!!

“Love never fails” (I Corinthians 13:8).

YEAYYYYYYY I'm just glad the whole pretentious - overrated V-DAY is over.....

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2/14/08

I got a surprise: V-Day flowers ;) ;)

I wasn't planning to go anywhere last night...but ended up @ Pasha Turkish Restaurant @ U-Blvd....

Love nothing more than to be told a story

I love to listen and dream

To imagine the whole thing

Feeling everything

Sensing it all

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I am doing a "Social Detox" - cutting toxic friends/people out of my life....

Given the recent saga of me getting emotionally hurt and betrayed by an unexpected "someone" - I decided that I will not let people run over me anymore. I've realized that people who keep pushing my buttons just aren't worth keeping in my life....and neither are people who are only around me for their own reasons. So...yeah...it's time to give a boot to people who don't respect my feelings and constantly say things to undermine me so that they feel better about themselves.

So I've clicked a few "Block Contact" on my Yahoo IM and MSN Messenger today...
Bye-bye, bad-news......contrary to what L'oreal says, you're SO DEFINITELY NOT worth it!

VY sent me the link to take What-is-Your-Heart-Feeling-Quiz on Blogthings....

And....the result is scarily true....LMAO!!!!

I had a wonderful weekend!

Consisting of hanging out w/ BFFs, friends get together in the beautiful high rise: Bayou on the Bend, a veritable smorgasbord, heated pool, hot tub, kewl music, played a few games of pool (@ S.W)....and poker :) !!





Unfortunately I didn't get to accomplish those other things I was gonna do during the weekend...I guess gotta try 'em again next weekend.....SIGH!
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Oh yeah...BTW...I don't know how to flirt no more ;) LOL!!!
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All this week is jeans week @ work....to support MS2008.....

My Chemical Romance - I don't love you...

Cuando te vayas
siquiera te daras la vuelta para decir
ya no te quiero como lo hice ayer

When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don’t love you like I did yesterday

Cuando te vayas
Tendras el valor para decir
Ya no te quiero
Como te quise ayer

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
I don’t love you
Like I loved you yesterday

Thank yawl...for the phone calls n' emails...yeah...I am feeling much better...after a good night sleep.....last night....

Maybeeee bcz it is F-R-I-D-A-Y....and I have a preetty neat plan tnght (I've been looking forward for Fridays - ;) - you know why VN-Gal... ;) ;) LOL)

Weather wise....it is SUNNY with high in the upper 70s..!!!

Sat...I am trying to get together w/ C and B whom I haven't seen for yonks!

Not feelin' so well...

Thursday - Year of the RAT?

My boss is back...thank goodness! Things are somewhat back to normal...a lot of work but back to normal....I am sooo glad to have such a great boss!!

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I got a 'lil emo last night when "VA Beach dude" sent me the clip video of Chris Brown - With You.....yeah...no turning back (I keep reminding myself)............well - actually I have been feeling a 'lil emo lately...LOL....so yeah...one of those days....

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The price you pay for beauty...LMAO...a few days ago...I got the laser whitening thingy...geez...after the treatment...my gum and teeth were pretty darn sensitive....I am glad it was only for a couple of days....now it is back to normal....the other bad thing about the it all is that: NO TEA or COFFEE for 48 hrs....I didn't think I was gonna make it LOL!!!

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My bro is enjoying the "Land Down Under" :( I do really wish I could be there.....

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I kid not...I really do need help to get rid of the Crazy-Ex-Frenchie...he has not stopped emailing me and this morning he tried to add me as "friend" on my Yahoo - IM....geez...psychopath...why on earth I would even consider to add you - I got no reason, NO REASON to do that!!

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I really do enjoy going to my fave park T.H. park....it's such a beautiful park....

Last night...we all waiting impatiently for my bro to call...his flight was diverted to Brisbane before arriving in Sydney 5 hrs later from the schedule.....SIGH come on QANTAS...u can do better than that!!! And to think that I previously was complaining about United airlines....???!!

All these events coming up:


Superbowl Sunday....


Super Tuesday - U.S. Presidential Election


GONG XI FAT CHOI....
Happy Lunar New Year!!! - Thursday the 7th.

Woke up @ 5A 'tis morning..............received a phone call from those 'lil darlings (my niece and nephew)...they both were in such a chatty mood so I woke up w/ such a huge smile...............my nephew spend 10 mins explaining me about these two "rare" Pokemons (the fish and the bird) that he got out of the pokemon cards I gave him..............and how these two rare Pokemons were captured.....using some kind of power ball not the usual Pokemon's ball...meanwhile my niece's telling me that she hasn't received her flute....and won't be receiving it until 2 weeks after....she was a bit disappointed since mommy had ordered it prior to our Christmas get-together thingy.....she then told me that Daniel is going to make her deaf....(in the background playing his new trumpet)... :) :)

Oh LORD....I am enjoying every moment I have w/ these two kiddos...I know that they soon will grow up..........

Meanwhile, my bro: ED...is on his way to Sydney...I WANNA BE THERE TOO!!! LOL!!!!

Another beaaaaaaaaaaaaautiful sunshine-y day out there...preparing to go to the Park....

Father God...bless us all on this day....

How do you define friendship?

This is my question to "you know who you are".....I won't ask more than what I won't want to do for my friends......

I look for:
Loyal/stable, dependable/reliable
Kindness
Interests, goals or groups in common
Funny and or fun (sense of humor at least a little)
Trustworthy
Honesty where needed
Be able to vent and talk openly
Real
Encouraging
Able to relate well with each other, share a lot but not every detail of your life!
Diversity

Happy Friday everyone! My bro - is flying to SYD this evening......meanwhile....I will be indulging on Korean food...LOL!!!

My boss contacted me this morning he was leaving SHA....he said it was snowing there...he wasn't able to check much of his emails last week....but he should be back in the office on MON...well, I am glad to hear that....I have not seen my boss since I got back from my vacation after all.... he told me that he would need a lot of my help in preparing all these reports....I told him bring 'em on...I'm ready and we will get them all done............no worries.......

I am sooo blessed to have such a wonderful boss....thank you LORD....you've answered my prayers once again.....................