Il y aura toujours quelque part un vide qui ne se remplit pas en moi.

Je passerai mon temps à me dire

Tu vois, ça aurait dû être toi.

Il y aura toujours une nuit infinie qui me suivra partout

Il y aura toujours quelque chose de toi… de nous.

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It’s been a time of reshuffling and transitioning and I think its all in place now. I'm glad to leave this year behind and start fresh. Its’ a brand new year, with brand new career paths, friends, loves, and adventures ahead….I take a deep breath, close my eyes, and jump….to a new life is waiting round the corner.......

Oh yeah, and I got a new "do" too.

Even years after we broke up, I never can really be completely free from my exes….

My first 13 yr-relationship ex: He is still now my closest friend so we do communicate regularly….even though he just recently has someone else now in his life 5 yrs later after we broke up….

The ex-Frenchie…keeps on pounding me w/ emails….begging me to reply which I refuse to!

And now…..I receive an MP3 players for Christmas w/ tons and tons of sappy love songs……as a gift from "him"…..

I went out on light dates a few times w/ this fun-loving-super-kind-cute Aussie mate – that works w/ my bro….he asked for my email and phone# so we could keep in touch but I sadly declined….NO more LDRs!!!!

The dude at my work finally had a nerve to ask me to have a drink……I reluctantly declined….I don’t want to get tangled up in a mess w/ someone I work w/….the lesson I learned well from the ex-Frenchie….