Emotions stretched to a maximum the entire week, I don't know how to face things with a clear head as I did before…..

Reconsidering….??????

Getting close to someone, to truly love another, is probably the most courageous act we humans do. It's the most volatile risk we take with our lives, knowing that the gamble could either success or fail. Though the risks could be catastrophic to our very fragile hearts, the chance of knowing real love is far more precious. So with care and precaution, we gently open and expose ourselves to the other. We learn, we feel, we secretly hope that they will do the same. And not just do the same, but stay that way for futures to come..I feel very vulnerable at this point.

All I want is for time to turn back... but it never will.