Never Give Up...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSRj7JqURjc&feature=related

It has certainly made me see,
that things change, circumstances change, people change.
I am not the person I once visualized myself to be,

But that surely doesn't make me any less happy,

It doesn't mean I have achieved less but merely means that I've achieved something different.

Life as is now definitely means responsibilities,

and difficult choices and decisions.
Decisions that involve sacrifices, that sometimes,
I am too afraid to make.

As for me, I am going to keep seeking
Until I find God's plan for me...
So long I don't give up, I'll get find it one day.
It may not be today,
But I will find it one day...

When everything has come to an end, the daily routines awaits you. I am losing and loving at the same time. Life's full of contradictions.........so does my heart........

Standing strong.........

I know that I'm being prepared for something new....

With you - I will never be alone............

Just like I thought..............

Everything that happen has it's own cause.

Every choice that is made has it's reason behind it.

And for every obstacle I face, its either I got to learn to accept or learn to lose.

And for that, I will learn to accept because it is worth everything for....

Overall - I don't have to change a bit, just to be myself.......

Facing the world again w/ a big fat smile....

If you dwell on the past and worry about the future, then you will struggle with the present

I've so much to say and so much to tell. Yet, I can't seem to string up everything in perfect sentences, let alone paragraphs to describe everything.

Life has been, pretty hard.....Nevertheless, I'm trying my best to keep the spirits up. It's a misunderstanding and it's impossible for me to clarify it.

Though it's kind of sad that I've yet to hang out w/ old friends as we're all too busy with our own lives. I'm keeping my hopes up, hopefully being back in Houston for the weekend would do me some good.

Work? If it wasn't for the awesome ppl I worked with....I'd probably die out of my lack of enthusiasm to do anything. Alright - I got to stop whinning........

When turmoil happens, one should always remain a temperate response & collected. It annoys me when people switch sides so easily. They're so easily influence by other's or so much so they just get confused. No stand or opinion of their own at all. How could they grow then? They would not be able to learn to see things from different perspectives....and aspects....

Gossiping about someone who secretly helped you before without you even knowing - is totally unkewl... Sigh! I don't know how to let out my frustration ....Bah!

Thanks for those who stood beside me with the long night phone calls...............

What to do what to do what to do?

I'm tangled up with issues that I perceived as endless.

But, come to think about my issue, it isn't as bad as like world crisis or sad natural disasters...........So yea, I tried not brooding too much over it.

Another thing to lift up mood a little, always have the mindset that 'I'm not alone or facing problems alone'.

Just don't keep thinking that why is it me, why am I getting it instead of some other people.

Coz' the fact is, I am not the only one who are experiencing the same kind of situation. Might not be exactly the same.......but pretty much similar.........Special thanks to Liz-ma sis, Jen, sister J, S, M, L, R for being there for me.......u guyz r God sent!"

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."Psalm 147:3

Leave Out All The Rest....

I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you.........

whenever i get this way,

i just don't know what to say

why can't things like they used to be....

i'm not sure what this could mean

i do admit to myself that i've hurt u....

we'd never see just what were meant to be

every time i see us falling

i get down on my knees and pray

i'm waiting for that final moment

u'll say the words that i can't say..........