What've I been doing w my "lil' bit of spare time" now....reading and more reading...especially the weather has been so permitting...it'z been so gloomy and drizzled here and there.........

HeArt bReAK!!!!

"We just drifted apart" = typical excuse for breakups nowadays....we often (including moi - in the past) use.

But now I realized....geez...how lame......never follow ur heart coz its an emotional roller coaster....instead strive to lead ur heart! If two ppl wants to stay together....they can/will work through anything.....no wonder most of us, our parents stay married 'til death do 'em apart..........those folks have my respect!!!!!!!!!

Sweet Recollection
Meeting up with friends of a decade old never fails to bring back good old memory, but at the very same time, awakening us to the melancholic truth that the past simplicity in life is never to be owned again.
those were the days when we life was much simpler.
there are so many strings of events running through my mind. happy ones, depressing ones, hilarious ones… i can never finish getting them all out in words.
time can never be reverse, and memories are what we are left with.
bittersweet indeed.

One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go?
Back to who I was
On to find my future things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through heart
I am trusting YOU to bring me home At last!

I detest the mediocre element of life yet contradictorily embrace the simplicity of it.
Prolly the line is too thin thus they smudged to a confusing grey now.

Be Brave
even if u arent,
just pretend.

Sometimes you have to forget what you feel and
remember what you deserve.

JEANS WEEK all next week.... :)))) YEAYYYYYYYYYY!!!

I am hooked on Lulu Guinness fragrance.....

Mistakes I have made and they might come back to haunt me someday in the future. But I don't owe anyone an explanation. Nor am I inclined to provide gossip for other people. It's really difficult to trust anyone these days....but I know I can always put my trust in HIM and HIM ONLY....

Somewhere I have never traveled, gladly beyond any experience, your eyes have their silence: in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me, or which I cannot touch because they are too near your slightest look will easily unclose me though I have closed myself as fingers, you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens (touching skilfully, mysteriously) her first rose or if your wish be to close me, I and my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly, as when the heart of this flower imagines the snow carefully everywhere descending; nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals the power of your intense fragility: whose texture compels me with the color of its countries,rendering death and forever with each breathing (I do not know what it is about you that closes and opens; only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses) nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands - E. E. Cummings

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Went to Tam's house on Fri, she just moved to a 4 yr old house...we hang out...over grill chicken and a bottle of merlot...and watch girly movie: Because I said so...

OMG..OMG...I found a perrrrrfect Merlot wine....by accident....I was looking for Lindemans but come across the California wine...our own...wow....I decided to try it....

I noticed...a rich, medium Ruby Red color in this Merlot, with aromas of black cherry, cassis, red licorice, plum and a hint of sage, balanced with notes from the oak aging, including vanilla, toffee and toasty oak.... I took a sip and it's easy to drink. Surprisingly rich flavors of cherry, vanilla and mocha combine with toasty oak. Highly recommended ;)))))