Like branches on a tree...we grow in different directions..yet our roots remain as one. Each of our lives will always be a special part of the other...........

Author Unknown..........

Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

Richard Bach

I sorta took another challenge - relearning the classical piece that would remind me my very young life that seems such a looooooong time ago.....when the four of us were taking weekly piano lesson and hearing my mom plays her piano almost daily to soothe her soul.....Chopin Nocturne Op.9 No.2 - not an easy piece....but it's worth a try...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZUw78FXpG4

I understand now about mom more even after she has long gone..whatever that she did, came from her heart. What did she get in return? She now inspires me....

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I think when people reach a certain age tend to start to talk about life issues, realize the important things, curious about the meaning of life, and even question their dreams. Then they begin to ask themselves......what matters to them most. Happiness, materials, joy, fun, or staying true/real?

I pretty much have straight forward standards in ma life....I get what I put out there.....I'm what I attract.....I naturally reflect off those I surround myself with.......isn't that pretty simple and straight forward? I dun like to really say one thing - and want another...and have been known to mean what I say and say what I want as I dun like contradictions and mixed signals....say one thing and do another....I can't really command respect and but disrespecting others...or demand honesty when I am a bit shady n all....

Unfortunately in life, there will always be double standards. I have to learn more to pick ma battles, choose ma people wisely, and know when to cut ma losses......

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I was asked by someone if I know what is happening to the world now? Such a question would be a question I asked out there......do we all know what is happening to the world now?

Creator drives my oh so often complicated life and His Way is what I will always seek....when I am down, I know His love will lift me up. God speaks, in many ways. He is the Father to those who are fatherless like me.....

I had to write something truthful about myself da other day.....this is a part of the things I scribbled:

I do day dreams and even in the night. Day dreams are far more enjoyable than nightmares.
I am impulsive feeler by heart, wanderer who wonders most of the time
I wanna travel around the world to see and experience the wonders of a Father’s love.
I am a child of God who enjoy the gifts of life from her Heavenly Father.
I do enjoy the people around me, the wonderful people that I met from around the world; nevertheless I enjoy being alone most.
And most of all - I hv written this on one of my previous entries....I used to fear change. Now, I have gotten used to it. Nothing is permanent only His love is forever.

"May God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”